Late at night as i lay in bed
As many thoughts rush through my head,
I think about the weak and strong
I question all the right from wrong,
I wonder who could i really be
I think of what’s gotten into me,
I hang out with the entirely wrong crowd
All these thoughts i am thinking out loud !!
What is this life i am in?
My head is now beginning to spin,
I pace my room without a sound
Walking in circles round and round,
All these questions i have to ask
I can never finish a single task,
My heart is beating really fast
Asking myself will this really last ?!
Nothing i do feels like it’s right
Even though i am so damn bright,
Why does it feel this way?
The exact same thing every day
So here i am thinking in my head,
All the negative things that i’ve said
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be..!!
Sitting here thinking for a while
I find myself beginning to smile,
All these emotions i have to express
Letting go of all this stress,
Sitting here in this heavy rain
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to wilt
Holding onto all this guilt ;(
While falling asleep i begin to cry,
Thinking about how hard i try,
As I am beginning to find my way,
I think who i really am today
Thinking about all the nights i always cried,
Holding all these feelings inside
Now getting all them off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping for the best !!
My life is like a story told,
My heart is something that i hold
It’s not something on my sleeve,
As many things as i achieve
I think about all the positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee sting !!
Life isn’t something I can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside of me
Late at night as i lay in bed,
All these thoughts rushing through my head,
I no longer think about the weak and strong
Nor do i question the right from wrong :)
As many thoughts rush through my head,
I think about the weak and strong
I question all the right from wrong,
I wonder who could i really be
I think of what’s gotten into me,
I hang out with the entirely wrong crowd
All these thoughts i am thinking out loud !!
What is this life i am in?
My head is now beginning to spin,
I pace my room without a sound
Walking in circles round and round,
All these questions i have to ask
I can never finish a single task,
My heart is beating really fast
Asking myself will this really last ?!
Nothing i do feels like it’s right
Even though i am so damn bright,
Why does it feel this way?
The exact same thing every day
So here i am thinking in my head,
All the negative things that i’ve said
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be..!!
Sitting here thinking for a while
I find myself beginning to smile,
All these emotions i have to express
Letting go of all this stress,
Sitting here in this heavy rain
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to wilt
Holding onto all this guilt ;(
While falling asleep i begin to cry,
Thinking about how hard i try,
As I am beginning to find my way,
I think who i really am today
Thinking about all the nights i always cried,
Holding all these feelings inside
Now getting all them off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping for the best !!
My life is like a story told,
My heart is something that i hold
It’s not something on my sleeve,
As many things as i achieve
I think about all the positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee sting !!
Life isn’t something I can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside of me
Late at night as i lay in bed,
All these thoughts rushing through my head,
I no longer think about the weak and strong
Nor do i question the right from wrong :)
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